Every puff I smoke I miss you

Sumtimes, it is better to smoke than to tell a person you miss him or her.

For instance, in the circumstance where two person from two different countries staying at another country, falling in love, separated den might not being able to see each oth. I think it is better not tellin him that you miss him and freakin him out. In addition, you dunno whether he/she is seeing some one else. It is better if the person is enjoying life and always being accompanied, that what u cannot give of the distance separated. Tell the person that you miss him or her may turn out to be the person's burden. Take a puff and if ther is a chance to bump into each other in future, it wouldnt be too awkward, and who knows in the future.

I am not a regular smoker. I had 2 cigrattes at the corridor, 2am, alone and listened to "the same summer" by Stephenie Sun over and over again. I was thinking about you and the summer I had. 2 person, started of knowing there isnt or hardly a future but to grab and appreciate moments spending together. Wonderful times, whether it is a fling or a relationship. Months after separation, everythings is still so clear in the mind. Unconsciously, it has become part of life, morning and night im stil thinkin of all happened, eventhou there is getting lesser and lesser to talk over the phone, bcoz i cant tell you i miss you not knowing what u're thinkin of me.

Remember i was worried of u cant get over me, it seems now that i should be worried it for myself. Not telling u that i am still missing you at this point, At least, we remain good frens.