近一个月来，病左几次
今日仲惨, D药又吃晒
懒得去买
更加讨厌睇医生
平时好似好多人追
病左又唔係要照顾返自己
唔係係度放声要人照顾
係觉得好搞笑
俾人一个照顾你既机会
等于俾人一个错既希望
有个固定既男朋友真係唔错下
一个人生活，
病左既时侯好惨架
尤其係行动5方便既时候
需要人在身边扶持
所以我一直以来都提醒自己，
一定要好好照顾自己
照顾得几唔错架嘞
有同朋友出去夜蒲饮酒同食下烟
不过净係一个礼拜一次
食得几健康
食很多organic food
少盐少油
有时煲下汤
有经常去gym
其实我好惊同人讲我病左
D唔熟既人要带我去睇医生煲粥俾我食
我病左既样似只鬼咁
同佢地又唔熟
吓走 / 吓死人就唔好啦
唔同人讲我病既话
接电话复简讯要重复同佢地讲
我今日病左，唔同你地出去啦
我试下删左我既电话
电话好静，间屋无人亦都好静
我仲以为我已经死左！
好啦，我决定post上Facebook
知道我病左，
应该唔会再叫我出街架嘞
朋友留既 comments
我觉得好感动
我复一个comment
就好似复晒全部人
好7－11，好方便
点知post上之后冇几耐
接既电话同要复既短讯仲更加多 hah！
虽然病左要照顾自己
有左朋友既祝福
我都好返很多
听日我一定会好返晒！
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Wake up in the morninG, whole body feel so fluffy, was trying to shout, expect the very least hope tht somebody gonna come and rescue. IronicaLLy, even all the energy had been used to push the lungs out and make some voice...but... faiLed.
Thought going to die alone in the room without anyone discover until after the corpse become smeLLy.
Risen up some strange thought,whether die in hot weather or coLd weather feeL more better?wiLL the corpse smeLL rendered the earth polluted even more severe.
Since no one care...Sleep back Again...
Wake up...Suffering cold under the duvet.Needed someone to boiL Hot water.Needed someone to cook porridge.Needed someone to prepare the medicine...Realise that there were aLL just extravagant imagination.
When the sunset turn the sky to orange and purple..The survivor promise himseLf will survive untiL the day back to his own Land and look upon the sky with the same colour oF sunset again..
Sick....
That's How it feeLs.
18/4/2010
Xeno
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